Raining

The weather has been rather wet of late.  I’ve always wondered why do asthmatic people have problems when it’s this time of the year as it’s a cool season.  This year, I got a glimpse of some (not all) as my sinus has been getting really bad this year.  Previously, it was just coughing to clear my throat.  Now it’s progressed beyond that to result in coughing out gastric juices and also resulting in headaches and tiredness as well.

Well, they always say – be careful for what you wish for.  This year, I’ve asked the Lord many questions as to how people will feel if this or that happens to them & I’m facing it to a certain extent.  Thus, my tagline – “living dangerously” in my chatlines.  It’s really come to a point where I got no choice but to trust God during uncertainties where I can no longer do anything else on my own effort.  Guess that’s also in line with God’s word for me through the leaders, which God further confirmed to me as well – that He wants me to do things differently, to drain away my weariness & to pour new things into my life.

It’s hard to focus on the Lord when times are down.  But yet, I’ve also realised when I get down & start focusing on my issues, then I’ve started to stray away from placing my trust in the Lord.  Thus, am refocusing my efforts into prayer & thanksgiving – how apt as this weekend is thanksgiving!  Just had songs of praise & thanksgiving flooding into my heart this week – as a reminder to praise God all the time!

Still, no harm asking God, when will the rain go away & my sinus be healed?